I am late, rushed.
Always, behind.
Silver carrots. Silver bullets.
Large wooden doors creak.
Wine, timeless, bounded books.
Working with my hands.
Ease.
Foundations crack, open.
He did everything for others.
Cloud wandering, smell the roses.
Endless adventures. Worthy of love. Journey of life.
I told Rob you may be a better storyteller than him.
New voices.
You said that you would write a book one day.
Acceptance over Deliverance?
She consistently performed above expectations.
Notice her absence.
Shame. Guilt.
A South African actuary writing online.
Interesting.
Loneliness. Safety. Books.
Blogs?
Maslow. Age old.
Coaching?
Her qualities of enthusiasm, integrity, passion, positive…
I must.
Change your patterns by changing the way you act.
Judging yourself through the same lens you broke free from.
Edit neural pathways, ADD may be fixable.
Create a new stream.
Tell me stories.
Give it time.
Adulthood? Walkies. Blame.
You have to be findable.
You are missing something in yourself.
Corruption. Danger.
Instant stories.
Increase your luck surface area.
It’s all connected, you see.
I see too much, make it stop.
I must.
But you also see more beauty, nuance.
In data science, we spend time cleaning data.
And after that, it’s all experimentation.
PhD in never enough.
Hard on yourself, everyone in stress.
You will start doing the things you like.
You are good at summarising things.
I have to help the people. I must.
Dad, I think she is one of us.
It can’t be that. It must.
I decided to self-publish my children’s book.
If I sell 300 books, the project is sustainable.
Can you edit it for me?
Don’t just do something. Stand there.
I don’t manage my time, I manage my energy.
I must.
The world changes too quickly. There are no more guarantees.
There is no saving.
You ask for acceptance!
She is not capable of loving you,
you can just as well do what you want.
Follow the energy, darling. You can always change the story.
“What progress, you ask, have I made?
I have begun to be a friend of myself.”
Open to new voices.
Children of?
Agency. Acceptance.
You are safe here.
Ready to listen.
Brings out the best in you.
That will be a great essay. There are scholarships.
Stories define us.
Coaching.
Goodness, this guy’s got soul.
Mountains. Ice river swims.
Have you considered a pseudonym?
Maybe you can write a story, give him enough credit,
and see if you can come up with an ending that makes sense to you too.
Start giving myself advice?
Picnic in Parc des Buttes Chaumont.
Timeless beauty.
Drama and liberté.
Orchestra. That first ballet concert.
Stories define us, will you be the girl who could and didn’t try?
Again.
“..reading an essay from my favourite author.”
Silver fishes, women of power.
Trust, grace, respect.
No such thing as fiction.
Experiences, inner power, less. Richer.
Rewiring stress brain to build trust.
Madame et les mots.
“It’s all connected, you see.”
But say it like it’s something you believe.
I see a lot and have much to write.
Permission.
I want to write this whole week.
“I am doing what I love and you are doing what you love.”
Humanity.
Choose your world. Environment.
Freedom? Time bounded?
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Can I really say this? Spam.
Say more!
Silver bullets?
Fear of words. Learn to wield.
Popularity, accountability.
To bear a Ring of Power is to be alone.
Friend of yourself.
Human soul, connection.
“Creativity is intelligence having fun.”
Do you want to play?
Let’s
Be interested//interesting.
“Write yourself into being.”
No ‘us’ and ‘them’.
No bad guys, only perspective.
Flow. Connect.
Creating space, permission.
Changing, reframing, remembering.
No one will ever really understand.
I will.
Experiment. Joy.
The little things.
I made a dress. For me.
We can stay another two weeks.
It’s also what you don’t say.
Privacy, obscurity, interest.
Margarita poetry.
Be. Becoming.
He communicates with true power.
Without caution, open, safe.
“live in a friendly universe.”
Coaching?
Micro influence.
Jonathan had to fly.
Freedom?
freedom.
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“The music is all around us, all you have to do is listen.”
